well this is my first post that isn’t about you. but in a way, i guess it really is about you just because im talking about how it isn’t about you, making it really about you. i hope you’re confused.
and you’ve always been right.
i really need to get back into blogging. my life has changed so much lately and i have just been thinking about things alot. every aspect of my life has changed in some way, yet i still cant move on. ive been trying so hard lately. but ive just been failing over and over. i need to just get past this. but for some reason, i just dont want to get over you. i know theres no point to this, but i thought i’d let you know.
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is the world such a cruel place?
so i never even bother to go on tumblr anymore. but today is different. today, i made the biggest mistake of my life. and i just feel the need to post this.
It’s been a while….. I’m back.
im surprised i even kept that. but im happy its broken now. i guess i just kept it, because it meant something to me. it was just something that reminded me of you. better yet, us. but im glad its broken. im glad that all this shit happend. im glad i got to see the real you.